got back my results today

on saturday held a BBQ at my house to celebrate exam over...those who came were- leck qi, peggy, mei peng, sin yee, hao han, brenda, chong shan, jia yang, tian qi, liu tian and walter. it was a great time but sadly....it was over faster than i expected....spent most of the time during BBQ helping to BBQ then ate, after that sat by the BBQ pit wif leck qi to eat marshmallow!! cant imagine how it'll be like at the end of the year.....missing them.....haiz haiz and more haiz.....
(marks will be at the end)
yar....today got back eng, CL, Amath, chem and e Elit paper. english sucked like hell man....failed compre like siao....summary also.....then the compo just passed by afew marks only.....if never plus the correction marks i will be failing english.....aiyoyo.....CL was very good for some reason this time the paper i did very good!! then it was the KILLER Amath paper.....alot of people died in that test man!! i lucky that i passed.....haf to thank leck qi for that......that time went to tampines 1 to study wif mei peng, sin yee and leck qi. then the Amath question i dunno how to do so asked leck qi.....she think think think then do do do....then gave me the answer.....^.^ because she taught me how to do the question that was then how i know how to do in the exam paper XD. then chem got very good results also (i think) thought i might do quite badly who knew it come out to be good....then lastly was the e Elit paper....it was like shit !!!! everything just pass by abit one!! wtf!! like that my combine humanities die liao.....cuze SS is goin to kill me.....unless i get 13/35 for SS test i will fail my combine humanes......
eng compre-8/25(shitty right???)
summary-9/25
compo sect.1 -18/30
          sect.2 -17.5/30
CL compo situational-13.5/20
main compo-29/50
main paper-78/100
Amath-48/80
chem sec A-24/30
        secB-49/70
e Elit secA-14.5/25
        secB-15/25
the sad part comes along.....told leck qi i would treat her ice cream since i owe her one as she taught me how to do the Q which made quite a big diff in the marks......then she asked how was my results and said her sucked.....and cried......dun cry senpai.....u cry u make me sad toooooooT.T.....wished i was there.....i want to protect all of them.....made that promise wif myself.....this sounds very mushy and cheesy.....but that's how i feel.....dont let them cry.....dont let them get hurt.....destroy those who hurt them......when they get hurt or sad......but the problem would be......whether they let me in.......whether i even know whether their hurt and sad.......hm......stay always by their side to protect them......but that all seems to far fetched since.....................................................tried to cheer her up but didnt get to meet her....wanna treat her to ice cream to cheer her up.....called her to see whether she was alright....still.....feels so saddening.......went to circle line the bus stop......missed afew buses purposely to see whether i would be able to see her.....thought since she was wif her friends she would be okay..........
the 5 of them made my sec sch life perfect and im willing to go through anything for them.....if u ask me to give up my life to save them....i would gladly give it up......if u say i haf to disappear forever to go back in time to make them happy, i would gladly do that.......u haf no idea.....each day.....how many times their faces come into my head......
don't give up......i'll be there to catch u if u let me to.......
by the breadmonster :(