haiz.....today still very sad....dunno y now from time to time will have this feeling of sadness inside.....well the good thing for today is the outing.....with the seniors got 7 generations there ler!!! not really, skipped one.....anyway in the morning they all say wan meet at 11.45 in the end all late.....then say wan meet all at orchard mrt at 12 in the end all late also....-.-...germaine thought we meeting at 2......worse....nvm....at least she made it.....unlike so many people who couldnt......>.<.....sad......more....sad......hm.....when first reach there dont know why but just.....feel weird.....cant talk to ****** for some reason.....the scar is still on my hand, it only feels pain when my watch touches it, so since i wear a watch i am often reminded abt it.....there's 1 on my right arm too.....haiz.....sadness.......i hate this word.....yet its wat makes us human.....but too much then get depression liao -.-......yar so we meet at orchard mrt outside xin ying was there then regina,leck qi,hao han,sin yee and me were all on same train lar then met her there then afterwards met the seniors from like......graduated.....3yrs ago??? yups....went to eat at swensens.....yar so......yar.....then after that germaine came, another senior came then leck qi's sis came....then eat then sing happy bday and cut cake for leck qi's sis and germaine cuze tmrw is their bday......haha both of them same day bday!! XD after that walked to....i think......called shaw centre bah....or smth like that.....then went to see karate kid at the lido.....the movie was freakin awesome!!! 5stars man!! ★ ★ ★ ★ ★ very touching and funny at the same time, but it was super cold!! yar....got once leck qi laugh until damn loud....-.-.....diao....i dunno whether its just because im tired or wat but seriously feels very sad.....so after the movie go back lar.....walked to mrt station wif most of them......the goodbye.......my parents actually wanted pick me from CK tangs there.....but i told them to pick me from paya lebar there instead......the reason i said to them and to let those who were listening was that the place was very messy and confusing, might get lost or smth......but the truth was.....................................................................
i wanted more time with them......even a short period of time is good......its good enough for me at least........yup still listening to emo songs now......haiz.....wonder when will be the next time i see them.......or her......the cut on my arm.....isnt as deep as the one in my heart........the pain i felt on my arm when it was cut wasnt as much when i saw that line......that single line.......ended up in multiple lines on my arm.........saddening.......sad indeed......life's short......the time left wif them is even shorter.......very chim right??? yeah......life is like that......it's super chim.......
by the breadmonster:D
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