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Ya know...i have been watching alot of ellen videos again. And also some vids of jane lynch. Then i saw the news that jane lynch and her wife are separating then i was so sad. But more imptly, abt that letter that i wanted to send to ellen at the end of sec3. I rmb when i wanted to do this so clearly cuze i know it was around the same time the cchtt ppl went to genting. I love ellen. And i admire her for all she has done and all the love and courage she has brought to this world. She went through so so much to get to where she is now. She deserves full credit. She and portia are so happy together. i wish them eternal happiness and im cheering for them!!! woot woot! i feel like im going through a rough time. dont know whether is actually a state of mind or whether it really is. i think i have problems in more than 1 area. And now i feel like sending that email all over again. Since im 18 now i do not need parents' permission. I feel like i need someone to know my problems but i cant tell the ppl around me...