Well jcts was pushed back cuze of haze. Dunno whether it saved me or it is juz pushing back the inevitable. Doom. Haiz...there's no will to continue in me...1 month. I feel like i wasted 1 month. Not in the sense waste it as i played.(fyi, i did study, math and chem. the other 2 die) it is more of the feeling that im wasting my life away doin pointless studying which i do not have the passion for or do not even believe in. Im starting to feel more like that. I know i dont want to continue to study but it is because of this community that im forced to study. The mentality of if u dont study and get good results, u'll forever be a loser in this world.