Like i said, this sem has been bad to me. My ulcer is nearly healed juz tht i think cuze it was so big its a bit swollen even tho the ulcer has been covered so im very scared i might accidentally bite down on it and it will come back. But now im falling sick. Abit of flu on tues and abit of fever today. Ystd otw home i was thinking abt how since midterms, i've not skipped a single day of sch. And ystd i was thinking of the reason why. And i was like...heck life im gonna skip lec and play squash which i've been wanting to play for a long time. I whacked the hell out of the ball. Its been so long since i last exercised. Today michelle was like u appear for every single lec and i was like yea i do, but do u know the reason why i attend every lec? She didnt rly catch it i guess then she grabbed my bag and was like huh but i didnt repeat myself. Why. Why do i attend every lec. I also asked myself that ystd. What am i waiting for. Who am i waiting for.