This sem has been very bad to me. I had to visit uhc 3 times. My midterms for 3132 was shitty. And basically a lot of personal stuff tht i want to get done didnt go my way smoothly. Now another problem...cuze based on this sem IA i estimated the start date of ia at middle of july then i wuld still be able to make it for summer sch if i delay ia abit. But now after asking they told me tht ia starts on 3july. Wts. Thts like 2wks earlier. It may seem like abit only but for me who wants to go summer and haf so many date limitations its like the worst thing. Now everything abt my ia period is so unsure. Life also seems so unsure. In the past ive always thought abt how once i haf to start working im doomed cuze my resume is like a blank piece of paper. Ive known this for awhile alr but i juz didnt know how i shuld go abt getting it filled. Sighs...my life is like a failure. And cuze of this and the need to get ia, im like panicking. Cuze what if i cant get a job. What then. Everything is so unsure in my life now. Im tired. Tired of life. Tired of it throwing rocks at me and popping my bubbles.